A poetic reflection of where I’m at, right now. It feels good to hold space for myself through exploring my heart with words.<\/p>\n
There is something so saddening,
\nso exhausting about growth
\nThere is a longing in my soul
\nto recognize myself as whole
\nand today I’m just not feeling it<\/p>\n
Today I’d rather crawl under
\na rock in some deep hole
\nthen feel my muscles
\nstretching to meet the sun<\/p>\n
Am I the only one here
\nin this place? I feel so alone,
\nso disconnected from
\nwho I am here to be
\nand any reasoning leaves me
\nfeeling further lost<\/p>\n
There is so much about
\nlearning that hurts
\nStripped naked & raw
\nof what I already knew,
\ncarved out anew to make
\nroom for deeper understanding
\nWhen all I want is a soft
\nlanding surrounded by friends
\nAnd I’m left here in this space
\nbetween
\nfilled with questions instead<\/p>\n
As the cells of my life
\ndivide & multiply
\nas my heart expands to
\nmake room for more
\nI feel fragile. Ungrounded.
\nExposed.<\/p>\n
And while I know I chose this
\npath in order to grow
\nToday I’m struggling to
\nremember what it’s all for
\nwhen all I can see is one door
\nclosing behind me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
A poetic reflection of where I’m at, right now. It feels good to hold space for myself through exploring my heart with words. There is something so saddening, so exhausting about growth There is a longing in my soul to … Continue reading